NOTHING LASTS FOREVER

I could still remember that night when she said to me, "If nothing lasts forever, will you be my nothing?"

I'm not her boyfriend nor her bestfriend, but I'm her nothing that she hoped to utmost at the end of forever.

The lights are circling its rainbows, the dance floor is danced by, the speakers are screaming, the effervescent wine is bubbling, the guys are flirting, the party are bulging out, and the horses in my heart are racing once again. A very intimate scenario that bumps every 7:00 pm.

I caught her gently taking the air towards where I am, "Hi?" She aforesaid, playing the tip of her light-haired hair.

She is Selena, my nothing.

I took out her wrist and began kissing her, my way of saying 'hello'. "Gosh! You're hot." I sounded out, after I made her back a breath.

I'm Justin, her nothing.

She abruptly had got my hand along the dance floor and we struck off up the squalling beat.
And we are hardly nothing.

Everything started in this place, on that nighttime. She's nothing but a bitch who kissed me suddenly without any permission from me. I'm nothing but a jerk who reacted a kiss in a beautiful stranger. I habit to a party to draw a blank the outdoor world by just simply getting together with every beat that aches my head, to dwell in a dream. She habit to a party to think back how the world might become after her ex-boyfriend dumped her affection, to dwell in a reality. We're too far from our commons, I dwell in a dream while she dwells in a reality. She could only be a reality in my dream, and I could only be a dream in her reality, that was our rule, to fall into nothing.

I don't know how to treat her, but I know for certain how her stupidity threatened me.

I can't detect a perfect definition of love, yet I fall in love.

I love living alone before, but when she comes my spot it hit me hoped to live with her together.

She taught me to lie, when the truth hurts so much. She taught me not to chat up with pain, for it might gain me weep. She taught me a lot, but she has never taught her heart to feed me her love.

"It keeps me wondering about him everytime I got out of this place." She mumbled, drinking her bubbling wine. "This is the only place we didn't get to, and the rest of the spaces where our memories are rooted. It was eight years, how could I forget about it?"

"It was only six years, you forgot it." I muttered, palpating calm.

"Six years is not just only six years, it's a near to beyond." She got going, throwing her temper with me.

I'm afraid this might be my only rule as her nothing, to listen to every gimcrackery sounds she spills.

"An impossible beyond." I swore.

She glared at me, then talk. "Bitter."

"I'm not, it's merely that I'm telling the truth." I grumbled, smirking. "Married couples are far from beyond either how much more for a 6 years couple?"

"You could only say that because you have never felt this kind of feeling, you know being in love." She said, so blind drunk. "Once you fall in love mind has no more gumption for it will be taken away by your fondness. That's why it's amiss to use your heart for it might make you give everything just to tie him yours forever. That's what people get when they use their heart for it attains them thought of forever, as long as you're happy and comfortable, then everything in your mind will be merely hope for a forever." She cracked it with no self.

I only shake my head, trembling so hard. "You're being hanged by that old love that has forgotten by him. Aren't you going to be moving-on? It has been a year!"

"It's my own choice if I'll hold on or let go, anyway. You shouldn't care at all, for you are just nothing. We are just nothing, so back off!" She explained and I settled to remain quiet, before forgetting that I'm just her nothing.

If you cannot let him go from your heart, then let me let you go from my heart. Let us be even. If you are too stupid to hold on, then I'll be brave enough to let you go.

For the last time I plucked her hand going over the dance floor and we have gone to kiss as we were dancing.

This is why we steadied down to stay nothing because in this world where we are nothing, we won't be losing anyone, for we have nothing to lose.

The End




A ONE SHOT STORY
GENRE: FAN FICTION

Written by: Charikarl Adrales